Friday, November 28, 2008
I CAN MASTER THEM!!
I was doing some last minute preparation for T6 since this morning. I hope I can finish mastering all the tough questions in T6 and get it over on Monday!

I MASTERED CONSOLIDATION OF ACCOUNTS!! This was my biggest achievement for today! Finished 6 questions in less than 5 hours! I mastered the worst part of consolidation of account’s theory! Whee! The only thing is, as long as I don’t be careless while doing the consolidation, I AM ABLE TO MASTER THEM!!

My next strategy: MASTER THE INTERPRETATIONOF ACCOUNTS!

I’ve been bad in interpreting accounts with those stupid formulas. The main problem is the commenting part. We have to comment on the interpretations. Sigh. Always my comment is not acceptable.

I shall not waste time blogging here. BYE!

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The Battle is HERE very soon!
It’s already Friday. Two more days to 1st of December, and it’s the first day of ACCA examination. My exam is starting on that day too. I could see everyone who studies in the library for the exam is getting very heavy eye bags. Even the usual most energetic person, always been sitting straight while studying also become like me, that is putting the head on the table while studying.

I had this thought in the library today: Why are ACCA exams so torturing? I know it’s among the toughest examination in the world but why must it be so torturing until everyone sitting for it gets so tired? I saw this girl, she was once a world prizewinner, and she could just fall asleep while sitting down reading her notes. Imagine that could happen, this shows that she didn’t get enough sleep at night. Perhaps, she might not have slept at night!

This is what happens when students who are trying to fulfill all the requirements in the syllabus. Honestly, if a person really want to be fully prepared for ACCA exam, the person needs to study for at least 7 hours a day. There’s only 24 hours a day and about half a day will be spent for classes. The only way to get enough time is to sacrifice sleeping hours. This is really impossible for everyone, ESPECIALLY ME! That’s what happens to me now. Not prepared for exam.

Well, I think I’m prepared for the first few days of the exam. I think I’m ever ready for the 3 subjects. Thank God for that innate gift to be good in accounting. The one I’m still halfway through is the last paper for me – Paper T5. I wish what I’ve studied will be those coming out. I seriously can’t afford to finish the whole syllabus on time. I did every chapter but not all the topics. Please! I’m praying very hard to get those spotted questions in the exams.

I wish anyone who is sitting for the ACCA examination GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST. May all your hard work help you to pass the exams.

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Thursday, November 27, 2008
Last day of class...
Well, I've got this photo from Elaine's blog of our class on the last day of class.
I hate to be in the last day of class. I hate it! How I wish the time doesn't continue running...

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I wish I could just stay over in the library…
I HATE to spend time on the bus just to travel to and from college! I HATE to be at home to study! I HATE the TV! I HATE the computer, which make me start playing! I HATE the Internet which arouse me to start BLOGGING! [This is what I’m doing…the consequences]I HATE! I HATE! I HATE!

I really wish I could just stay over in the library without going home!!!!!!

My exam is like less than 135 HOURS towards my first paper. I’m feeling very exhausted studying… Nothing has finished. All thanks to T5. This subject I better pass, I can’t be wasting all my valuable time to my destiny for a world prize to a fail in it.

I must be confident. I know. And I am. [I hope so?!] I am confident in passing T3, 4 and 6. I’m sure for this. But not necessarily getting high grades. Of course I hope I’ll be able to get high grades! Nothing better than a 100%!

Actually, I did quite satisfactorily for my MOCK except for T5. I hope I’ll be able to keep my good results up and achieve better ones. As for T5, EVERYONE PLEASE PRAY HARD FOR ME! PRAY FOR A PASS!!

I think I shall stop here… Can’t be playing a fool anymore. I must finish the chapter on MOTIVATION, CONCEPTS and MODELS before MIDNIGHT!

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Sunday, November 23, 2008
I underestimated it…
Is it too late to start reading this book? One more week to exam and I hasn’t even done revision for the other subjects. I’m feeling very tension but the tense in me can’t actually push myself to study and concentrate hard. The book I’m talking about is the KAPLAN T5 textbook. I’ve started reading the text in it and I only realize that it is quite useful for some topics NOW!

I’m feeling very regretted for neglecting this textbooks since the beginning of the lessons. I perceived this textbook as a long-winded storyteller about much irrelevant stuff for the syllabus. I left it under my table in my study room for OVER 7 MONTHS since I first got that book. I felt so sorry for that book. I’m feeling very regretted NOW!! How can I perceive such good book as something useless without looking at it? What the hell?! It explains many things well, even though some of the topics are totally not in our study guide list!

I hate myself! I really underestimated a good book like KAPLAN! I think I’m really very late in realizing about this. I hope whatever I missed from this book will not give much of impact on my results… Please! I pray!

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Saturday, November 22, 2008
Thank you for the decision…
I’m feeling so tired… I’ve only done one question for T5 since morning. Sigh. I decided to blog about this now then.

At the end of last month, NTV7 has launched the promotion on the Starlive Concert (十分红演唱会 ) to be held in December. It will be held in Padang Timur Petaling Jaya, which is very near my place. I’m really glad that it will be held at such a near venue, which can save me trouble of traveling to the concert venue. But the main problem is, the artistes performing are not my favourites. I do love listening to their songs but I do not favour them as much as David Tao and Jay Chow. This has given me some problem in deciding whether to go to the concert or not.

Somehow, I know should my decision be now. I won’t be able to go to the concert anymore. I’m going China the next fine day! Haha! :D Seriously, thanks for helping me to make decision. I’m really very happy to have an opportunity to go oversea [First time okay?!] and have my dream come true to visit the Olympic City! Wahaha! :D Thanks God Mom! Thanks for giving me the chance to go oversea! Whee!

Alright! I shall sign off now and go back to my studies! Have fun! :D

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Friday, November 21, 2008
I'm too BUSY!!
I really feel that myself is in a busy mode now…

I wanna blog about my thoughts in the last few days but kept procrastinating them. I really have not much time. Whenever I wanna start blogging, this makes me feel very guilty. I haven’t do this, I haven’t do that, etc, etc. then, I’ll just give up blogging. I’m sorry.

ONE MORE WEEK TO EXAM!! OMG! I’m so gonna be dead. Seems like I still have so damn many things haven’t done in the preparation for my exam. Like T3, I haven’t done the subjective questions, T4 not at all, T6 haven’t get yet, and T5, I don’t know how to describe this. I’ve done so many but still not those which are suppose to do. DAMN dead. But I’ve faith for myself. I’ll surely get myself through the exam!

My exam stress sickness is BACK! I hate that feeling. I keep feeling like vomiting. Okay, fine! It’s nausea. I feel so irritating with such problem. Make me feel like… ARGH! It just annoys me!

Damn it! I’m wasting a lot of time!! I need to do at least one T5 question before I sleep. Okay… signing off… I’ve not done any T5 for the last 3 days even though I said I’m gonna do at least one question one day but I end up didn’t. How can I be so lazy??!!

Alright, bye!

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Monday, November 17, 2008
Doubled-vision…@.@
Having had a big gulp of some unnamed drink mainly use for cleansing the cholesterol in the body, I’m a bit, erm, I don’t know how to describe this feeling. A little like yucks!

Since I’ve doubled-vision now resulted from a long day of looking at words, and so I decided to blog something about today. Well, again, I did T5 for today. I met Marcus in the library and here’s what we talked about:

Marcus: So what are you studying today?
Me: T5.
Marcus: Again? You seem to be endless with T5 huh?
Me: What can I do? I’m helpless with T5 but to continue studying it everyday.
Marcus: … … [speechless]

Seriously, I’m really been doing T5 almost everyday. Basically is 95% of my time. WTH right? This stupid subject is screwing my life up man!

I see many of the prizewinners are starting to brew themselves in the library nowadays. I really wish I could have a chance to approach them to ask for their secret. But when I see their faces with their books and notes, I guess I know what’s their secret. That’s what I’m doing too!! Argh! How I wish I had a brain like theirs. How I wish I’m the analytical kind of person.

I’ve to stop doing T5 tomorrow. T4 EDC is up next and I don’t know what’s happening in T4 now, though it’s my best subject. But so what? I’ve lost my memory! Once again, thanks to T5. It’s all it’s fault!

Okay! I shall stop about my studies. When Lynn Shane finished her EDC today with Mr. Jana, she went over to the library too. Then, Kelly and I made fun with her bottle. She has such a huge bottle! Kelly’s bottle is hardly half of hers! At least mine still quite fat. LOL! =D I had a great laugh today. I think that I’m really bad larh. I laughed at somebody in the library. He’s someone I always see in the library studying. He’s my coarse mate larh but I don’t know him. Aiks. He changed his hairstyle today. OMG! I just can’t help it and I broke out laughing. Even Kelly thinks that his hair is damn funny and can’t help laughing too. It’s that kind of hairstyle where the sides are shaved and leave the top part of the hair bush… I don’t know how to describe in hairstyle jargon but it’s something like that. I know it’s kinda popular hairstyle nowadays but he doesn’t suit that hair! I can just laugh when I think of his hair. Haha! :D I hope my friends will not cut that kind of hair please. LOL.

Okay okay, enough of laughing. LOL!! =D I shall get back to my T5 before I take my good night sleep. :P

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Friday, November 14, 2008
FROZEN... =/
Stood in the rain under an umbrella… I thought, haven’t I been good enough? I prayed so that it won’t rain when I’m going to college and coming home. I promised I would really spend most of my time studying instead of going online. I only spent half an hour out of nine hours online in college. I have been so disciplined. But it still rained. Why?!

I had quite a bad day today. It rained when I’m preparing to go back. The bus came very very late. The traffic jammed terribly. I can’t get my answers right when I’m doing T6. Etc. etc.

I was frozen. I was stoned. Spending more than seven hours in the library today. The temperature shown on the thermometer was 21°C. I just realized there’s a thermometer on the wall I sit beside everyday. I was feeling so cold. I get hungry easily. My stomach was making me feeling embarrassing.

It was raining quite heavily when I walked out to wait for the bus. Very soon it drizzled. The other bus was gone. A girl ran out from the foyer chasing the bus. She thought our bus was gone too. Then she realized our bus hadn’t actually come after I told her. She wasn’t having an umbrella. I offered her. I got a new friend then. Her name is Yin. Nice to meet her. Having been so long in the same bus but we only get to know each other now. Better late than never.

We chatted for a while and realized that the bus was late by more than 20 minutes. I called the bus driver. He told me he was on the way. I stood in the rain under an umbrella sharing with Yin. I stoned and many thoughts came to my mind. Why does it rain? Why can’t it rain at night while everyone has already in the dream? This will not disrupt our daily lifestyle then!

Finally the bus came. He was late by 45 minutes. Really very late. Imagine I was standing out there for such a long time. I was frozen again on the bus. The air cond in the bus was so cold with the rain. Sigh. I spent another one hour on the bus. I reached home when the sky was already deep dark. Sigh. What a Friday…

Outside is raining again. The rain just doesn’t feel like stopping. Sigh.

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Thursday, November 13, 2008
Apple iPod touch
OMG!! I love this!! It''s the Apple iPod touch! It's so awesome!! But I don't know when I'm gonna get this man... Doesn't it looks HOT? It's so great larh!! Arh!! I wanna have one!! Argh!!

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
《转角遇到爱》
This is a cool show!《转角遇到爱》is this show I'm currently watching too! :D

Barbie 大S 徐熙媛 acts as 俞心蕾 and Show 罗志祥 acts as 秦朗. they are both funny couple in the show... LOLZ... Funny to watch... :P I'll surely get a laugh watching this show.... Hahaha! :D

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Emo-ing…
It’s the first day for the SPM students to have their exams today. Good Luck and All The Best to all!

I remember exactly one year ago, I was the one sitting for the SPM exam. The whole exam period was so emo-ing. Damn a lot of tragic. Sigh. It ended and now it’s another SPM exam again. Time flies and I’m getting older. Everyone is getting older.

I just got back my MOCK’s T3 and T5 exam paper yesterday. I passed T3 with high marks but failed T5 with 29.5%. I expected my result gonna be that low as I didn’t really attempt to the questions. Many failed. I’m currently trying very hard to get T5 right in order to pass. I just need a 40% to pass. It’s not far away. I know I can make it. Wish me luck, people!

With the existance of T5, I have no time to work any harder for the other 3 subjects to achieve my prime aim to get a world prize. I don’t aim for that anymore. I don’t have time to dream for that. My only dream now is to pass T5 together with the other 3 subjects. High marks or low marks are no longer my concern but the PASS!!

I’ve been studying T5 these two days. Feeling very sien everyday theory, theory and theory… But when I read the textbook, I feel that it is very interesting but I just don’t remember them. I only can remember a lil about what I did today.

Let me think a while… This gonna be purely from my brain. I hope I get them right. Internal audit is an independent appraisal… bla bla bla… I can’t remember already… Internal audit is necessary when the size of the organization increases, remoteness increases, it is impossible for the top management to exercise direct control to the subordinates, internal audit helps to bridge the gap between the top management and the shop floor. Etc. etc. etc…

Then, I did also Herzberg’s motivation theory. The hygiene theory and the motivator theory. Hygiene factor concerns the environment of the work. Erm… I can’t remember the other characteristics but the examples are oh shit! I forgot too! I shall revise again tomorrow. The motivator factor relates to the job itself whereby employees are motivated by the achievement of the job, recognition, etc. Phew, luckily I remember a bit of this. Well, what are the others, I forgot already. Time wasted. Sigh. Where’s my memory??!!

I shall work HARDER!!! One aim, one goal – PASS!!

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Saturday, November 8, 2008
Hey! LOL I’m here again! Haha! :D

In the last post, I said I wanna discipline myself and see how things turn out. Hmmm… Haha! :D I wasted 2 HOURS watching 《命中注定我爱你》. I can only watch the show during the weekend! How can I miss the chance watching it? I’m so excited to continue watching it! Unfortunately it was the time for my dinner and I’ve to stop watching the show. Argh! It was quite late after my dinner and then started watching “DEAL OR NO DEAL” on the TV. It’s an exciting game show and then I sat down to watch. This made me wasted another hour. Sigh. Shouldn’t have watched it. That stupid guy made a bad deal with the banker. Really wasted my valuable time which was supposedly use for my studies.

Ah!!! I can’t gear myself into studies again and started blogging again. Sigh. =[

I’m supposed to do at least one chapter of T5 and some T6 questions today and now I could my plan has totally failed. I’ve only READ 2 sample answers of the EDC/EFC questions on team building and business planning of T5. I don’t understand what’s tactical business planning in the question and answer all about! What the hack! Ms. Wong only gave part of the answers and asked us to finish the description by ourselves. I can’t even find them in both the textbooks. ARGH!!

It’s already quite late in the night already. I don’t use to sleep late but should I continue my plan? I need to have enough sleep to have enough energy for tomorrow’s workout early in the morning! Aiyo! Freckle-minded me again. =[

My shoulder stiffed again. It’s been few days. I’ve got another symptom of being stressed. Sigh. I know I look like or even I myself feel like as if I’m very relaxed but I think my stress hormone are all in my muscles. I often get muscles cramp nowadays though. Less nausea but more cramps… aiyo… I’m getting older… Zzz…@.@

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I’m LOST again…
I’ve just wasted more 1 hour 11 minutes and 3 seconds singing. Before that, I’ve wasted 2 hours listening to MY FM music chart.

I told myself to study after each session of time wasted. But I still can’t get the motivation to study. I’ve lost focus!! I’m LOST again!!

What the HELL is wrong with me? I’ve just got into the study mode yesterday and I lost it immediately after a good night sleep. I couldn’t find the button to turn on the study mode!! *sob sob…

Someone please drive me into the study mode?! I must use my time well in order to finish studying before exam! =[

Okay, now, I give myself another offer. After blogging and then sing this song, I must go back into the BOOK!!!

《狼来了》 - 杨丞琳
夠了   我不想一而再   對感情一頭熱
我以為   我能夠用忍耐   換來忠心不二

愛對你   是一種挑戰
對蒐集戰利品   以狂熱到病態
我想   你擅長的博愛   該上網拍賣

早已見怪不怪
你說 狼來了   狼來了
說你還是  愛我的

花心死性難改
我說 狼來了 狼來了
誰是下一個受害者
(該有人幫你上一課)

夠了   我不想一而再   對你那麼隨和
BYE BYE 你的測驗失敗 你已經被 FIRE

別再用   對不起   搪塞
別被我拋棄了   才懺悔裝可愛
我想你一定會很快   找到你新的女孩

我不想每天檢查你的衣領
我不想每天過濾你的簡訊
解決問題要不愛你的就行

Let’s see if I can get things turn out to be!

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Friday, November 7, 2008
I’ve been FOCUSED…
I’ve been focused today. I’m serious! I kept my own promise!

I didn’t have EDC/EFC today but I went to college to study in the library. I was very worried that it will rain as it has been raining in the past few days. I prayed very very hard so that it won’t rain and I promised to stay focus while studying in the library. This really drove me into study mode. I could study even when there’s some noise of people whispering around. I could stay focus even there’s leng chai sitting near me and walking past. I could stay focus even I’m tired. I’VE STAYED FOCUS FOR A DAY!! Finally the day is here.

I thought I’d be the only one main rajin and go to college to study. Who knows when I was walking to my “feng shui” seat, I saw Dinisha and Brenda were there too! Then later, Jessica came too! As for Kelly, she memang would be there so I’m not surprise. And Brenda also, both staying in hostel, of course go to the library to study. But Jessica and Dinisha! There stay far away like me! They some more drove! I salute them! Lynn Shane whom I met at Tien Hou temple few months back drove to college to study too! I also noticed that many people in the library are actually there to self-study! I’m not the minority. LOLZ!! ACCA exam in 3 weeks time! What do u think?! OMG! This time is damn CRUCIAL weih!!

Our ACCA UK’s President came to college today for a ceremony of Prizewinners award. I didn’t know about it until I saw a big group of big shots with some reporters in the library while walking out to get something from my bag. Then I met Kelly, our class rep who came back from the ceremony, and I got to know what did the event had. Why only the class reps are invited for the ceremony? That’s not fair! Sigh.

Well, I’m now sitting back at home, losing all the focuses I had during the day. Feeling a lil tension on my shoulder… I need to massage!! But no one goona do that for me… =[

Zzz… @.@

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Thursday, November 6, 2008
《李小龙传奇》
I've been watching this show - 《李小龙传奇》(The Legend of Bruce Lee) on 8TV recently. I'm feeling glad that I'm actually watching an Asian Premier show. Really an honour. Lol.

The actor who act as Bruce Lee is 陈国坤. He looks damn alike with Bruce Lee weih. How can another person looks so like him even if they are not twins? this made me have a thought. Would there be another person who looks very alike with me on the other side of the world or maybe she is just nearby me? Lol. I wish I can meet that person though. haha! :D

This show gonna end soon next week. Aiks... Kinda short...

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
A song that encourages me...
I've come to realise that actually Jay Chou's new song 《稻香》is really encouraging especially at this moment when I'm preparing for my exam. Always, when I feel like giving up to study, when I listen to this song, the mood to study really can come back. The most effective part is when the second verse is sang - 不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的... yes, I really should not give up...
《稻香》by 周杰倫
對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

#還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色
先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 攻成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡

所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有


I strongly recommend anyone of you who are feeling down or so to listen to this song and get the sense of the lyrics.

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
GROUP 7 ROCKZ!!
Lol… I’m out of idea of what title to put for this but I think my group really rockz larh for this issue! Haha! :D Credits goes to Kelly and Elaine, our class reps. Bravo! For making Mr. Teo nodded to your request!

Tomorrow we are supposed to attend revision class with Ms Yiong for T3. Then, I don’t how things actually go about but I’ve heard about us gonna leave Ms Yiong and head for Mr Akbar for T3 revision. And finally today, Elaine announced to us that we gonna merge with Group 8 for T3 attending Mr Akbar’s lesson.

Haha! Now I confirmed the whole class don’t like her. We’ll not see her any more. Lol. There’s one thing I’m worried, not really worried but have a thought of how is she gonna return us our MOCK exam paper? Does this mean that we will not get to know how did we do for MOCK? Or she’ll take our paper and burn them into the air? I’m sure that she’ll be damn upset as we left her without informing her but let her boss tell her off. She must be cursing us kau-kau man!

Having all revision classes with Group 8, I guess I’ve used to them already. Maybe it’s because I’m sitting in front and I’m less likely be affected by their noise made, I’m really fine with them now. However, I still hear some words about them being noisy at the back. I don’t realize actually. Sitting in front could have the privileges to avoid any noise. LOL!

After two days of T5 revision, I’m feeling so headache. Finally got a change of subject for a few days. I just can’t imagine how can I survive in the future semester with so many theory papers’ lessons… Sigh. Ouch! I should be thinking of the future first! I shall think of passing T5 this sitting. Argh! I hate T5 but on the other side I like T5 too! I’m so confused with myself. The subject is interesting but I just couldn’t get them into words when I’m answering exam question. I really gotta buck up!!! I must be confident! I know I can one! YES! I CAN DO IT!

I gaining mood to study already! I’m glad for that! Hehe! :P This is really the effect of going to the library to study. Lol. The pressure to study is even higher now. The library is actually PACKED! There’re not many single seats in between two persons where it is very common before. That’s crazy! But I’ll still get a seat but not my usual strategic place and don’t have cushioned chair. It’s okay… I know I’m late into the library. I’ll soon get back my usual seat when I go to the library early! Haha!

Well, I guess it’s time for me to sleep… been two nights having sleepless nights. I’m sick. =[ I’m still forcing myself to study and go for classes despite of my sickness by taking antibiotics and paracetamol. I’ll not let sickness kills my day! Off cough! Off flu! Off sore throat! Off headache! Off dizziness! Off nausea! Off diarrhea! Off! Off! Off!

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Monday, November 3, 2008
《命中注定我爱你》
Wahaha! I've finally got to watch this show,《命中注定我爱你》!! :D Although I just watched the first episod but it's damn nice! I shall get more time to watch it!! Whee!! :D


Haha! :D

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《爱不疚》by 林峰
Although I haven't watch the show 《家好月圆》, but I'm sure I'll watch it one day very soon! Haha! Anyway, I've already listening to the song《爱不疚》by 林峰. Damn nice weih. Kinda emo larh... :D


收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有


Hehe... :P

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Saturday, November 1, 2008
烂‘妮’ 一个
此时此刻,我的心情超烂的。我不晓得为什么,心里的那种感觉总是超闷的。

呆在家里已有一个星期,可算是我的假期吧。从中学开始,我都超不喜欢假期。假期超闷,加上这星期的天气即是超闷热,一切都超上加超的,我不知该怎么形容,我就是什么都做不成,只是有了一堆新歌陪伴着我。

星期一就要开始我们的Revision classes。开学亦是好,但想到即将与另外两班的同学和拼一起上课,有一些不爽。平时我们上课只是我们班同学,小小的一班,突然要我们在这么大的一班上课,恐怕会很不习惯,并无法专心。唉!院方的安排,我有何在能改变呢?

我一个星期没动书了,我已变懒了。曾告诉过自己,考完 MOCK 后一定要加倍努力,把终考给考过,但我却没了那股激励心,总是动不起书来。唉!怎么办?

想要做很多事情但却一一的受到阻止,这令我的心情更加超级的烂。好讨厌啊!!谁又能够帮到我?不又是剩下我一人躲在个角落,低声哽咽… …

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