Ahhh… After so many days of battle, *LOL larh! Where got many days?* many days few days of battle, I’m FREED!

The battle I mean is actually my PT2. OH NO!! This is such a cruel exam! There’s only one word to describe them – TOUGH. T3 and T4 are the papers which I didn’t study. Well, I got a DAMN lesson for T3. The lesson is - Don’t ever think you are good at it and you don’t give a damn for any preparation for exam! I could actually stunted and stared at the paper for more than 15 minutes without doing the questions. Maybe I could say Ms. Yiong’s questions are so not on path with the standard but those questions, supposedly I could answer them! This is the worst time for me man!

T4, I didn’t study but luckily my memory is ok ok at costing. So I didn’t have much of problem with them. BUT, if I have had been hard working and did all the past years’ questions, I wouldn’t have any problem at all!

Argh!! Thought of T5 today, what a day man! I did only THREE WHOLE QUESTION! Sigh. I really hope this time can pass lorh! Last time I did all the 5 questions but I failed, this time only 3! How to pass? Sigh. Sigh. Sigh!

*Turn away from my exam…*

I’ve not blogged about something happened last Thursday. I’m feeling so sad larh! *sob sob* I stayed back in the library till quite late in the evening and then asked my sis to come to fetch me before dinner the day before my T6 exam. Once I reached home, as usual I’ll let my dog out for his “business”. I’ve not even locked the door, I heard struggling voice of my dog from far outside my neighbourhood. I knew that was my dog’s voice. I called for him to run back home! When he’s back, I saw that the whole of the floor had blood. WHAT THE F***! One piece of meat on my dog’s hind leg is sliced! I’m sure he’s not knocked down by any cars. I’m pretty sure that was man’s work. Somebody has used something sharp to slice his leg! WHO THE HELL ON EARTH DID THAT TO MY DOG!!!!! I roughly know who did that according to all the analysis done by another of my neighbour saying that there’s this person loves abusing any dogs which go near to his house as he has many beautiful pet cats. I really curse this person go to HELL man! I can’t do anything as I did not witness it. If I have had seen what he has done, he’ll be dead I tell you! For now, I could only let his GOD to punish him. He is such a CRUEL F**CKER!

VOD! Please be tough and don’t give up in healing yourself with your powerful tongue. I know you are having a real painful life and I’ve given you the painkillers got from Bibi’s doctor, Dr. Steven. Please recover fast! I love you as much as anybody else!

*sobs off* ……

Today is the last day of Ramadan month and I went to IKEA for their buka puasa buffet. I took some of photos. I’ll load them up once they are transferred to my PC.



*I may not be able to blog in the few days time. Have fun everyone! HAPPY HOLIDAY!

Labels: Craziness, Madness, Thoughts

Ooo... My eyes swollen. I've been suffering insomnia for the past few days. Maybe it's because coffee that I drank only have some effects at night. Sigh. I should drink coffee but I still drink. At least I don't drink it very often, I think it's fine.

I had my T6 exam today. I can say that I'm quite lucky. Lol. Know what? I've read the right questions from the past years' questions! Yay! The IAS 10 and 37 is exactly the one I read and somehow memorized! However I still couldn't remember the whole thing. I crapped those parts which I'm not so sure. I hope I could get the maximum marks from there larh! :P

Then for the first two questions, I could only do the financial statements. I couldn't answer the theory questions. WHY??!! I'm always been weak in theory. Sigh. DEAD! Gonna be DEAD for T5. I gave up section C of it already. I'm now focusing only at the sections A & D. I really hope I could get something good out there. HOW???

Oh ya! Still got one stupid question which I totally out of idea on how to solve it. MR. JANA! HOW DID YOU SET THOSE QUESTIONS WAN ARH?? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT ARE YOU EXPECTING FROM OUR ANSWERS? Sigh.

Ahah! Yesterday has got this news on the newpaper says that Gary曹格 actually registered for marriage at Putrajaya! Walau! Not bad weih. Like that also people caught him. I salute the journalist man! :) Anyway, I love him and definitely wish him! Woots woots! :D 祝福你哦，曹格！ Lol.

Over the weekend, I shall see I can I arrange my time to study 3 subjects in 2 days. Haha! :D

Labels: Craziness, Thoughts

I'm now blogging with my headache. CRAP! I was trying to study but doesn't seem to have anything gone into my eyes.
I paid my exam fees today. Thankx to Noelle for helping me to pay the fees with her mom's credit card. Thankx Auntie! :P So great of both of you!

Exam is on Friday! I'm giving up T5 already. So, I think this time I fail also won't feel so bad la. I hope I can still score in my T3, 4 and 6.

Labels: Craziness, Madness, Thoughts

I’m so not in the mood to study larh today. I’ve been starring the T5 textbook for the whole afternoon and doesn’t seem anything had gone into my head. *SHOT!* My lazy attitude, what to do? Luckily I managed to study ONE WHOLE CHAPTER at Starbucks yesterday. That’s a good sign but not for today. I think it’s the temperature problem in my room. I’m planning to stay in the college to study till late evening but mom doesn’t seem to approve as I said I’ll come back by myself if she allows me to drive to college since sis will be at home for the week. Sigh. I think most probably my plan will be blown.

I was listening to the song of the show《新不了情》just now. The song is so damn touching. When I was watching the conclusion on Friday, I actually cried when 阿敏 was singing the song. OMG! This song is damn touching! I really couldn’t help it. Even when I was listening it just now, I cried too. The song is really a good song, man!

《新不了情》- 薛凯琪
给我最后的微笑 好不好
眼泪也不是解药 你知道
担心你以后 要一个人走
爱变伤口 天长地久
时间有尽头 总能够再挥手 变温柔
千言万语难开口 还压在眉头 却要放开手

忘了多意的内疚 别忘了爱过就已足够
没有不了的情愿 总会有人要先走
忘了动摇的时候 别忘了泪水不会白流
没有不了的拥有 却有回味在心头
最终会变醇酒

I wish, I wish I could have more of this kind of show to watch. I’m really glad to get to watch this really new show, which had just showed on Astro On Demand.

Alright. I think I shall stop here. Need to catch up Henley许俾文 show. Hehe! Exam season but I’m still playing a fool. I think I’ll just give up my T5. Fail it once again. I really have no memory for that damn subject. My head will burst with this damn subject.

Labels: Lyrics, Thoughts

Whooo-hoo! Lol. I'm now starting and playing at Starbucks at Jaya ONE. lol. Enjoying Caramel hot chocolate. HEHE! :P

Labels: Craziness

Today, out of the sudden, Ms. Wong's class is combined with the Group 8 people. Why suddenly have such kind of changes? I'm still so blur. Because of this, we have to shift to auditorium to have our lesson. The timetable girl told us that LT4 is free for class but we went there and ended up have to change again. DAMN it larh. The auditorium is in quite bad condition.The air cond is not functioning well. What the hell? We all struggling with heat around.

EEEE!!

:/

I really hope that the joint class is just for today. I don't like it especially it's T5 class. I can't concentrate well.

Labels: Thoughts

It's public holiday in my stat and this is of course, my sis and I are having holiday too! We decided to go for a K-lunch together with my family at Neway Kbox.Before we go for there, my sis call and call and call to make booking at the 1U outlet. Nobody wake up. Stupid enough? Know why? The telephone operator had to take control of 2 to 3 phones at one time. So when I call, I rang the phone for so DAMN long, and FINALLY! He picked up the phone! Whee! I could the other side, the other phones were ringing, ringing and ringing. Aiyo, pity him!

The worst damn thing was, before I could reach 1U, someone called me telling me that they are going to cancel my booking if I'm still not there. OMG! That was like just 15 minutes before the K-lunch time. Aiyo! I told her and yeah, we got to go in.

We had order some weird food. Basically I think they are not so nice. I still prefer the first time's food. Lol. They change their menu very frequently though.

Labels: Craziness

我步入了四面空间 想眼眉跳是无意
我深深地呼着空气 想尽量的放轻松
我手从温暖变冰冻 想马上就离而去
我脑袋在不停旋转 想就去撞破了头
我要逃避一切事实 想永远美好梦幻
但全部都涌着过来

站在前头好比的风头 完全就受到了一切的羞辱
泪腺破裂的那种感觉 强烈的压抑着涌上了心头

我倒了
真的不能继续稳站高上
一切已经改变了
连地球恰似也倒转了……


不曾相信 “失败乃是成功之母” 的
~妮~

Labels: Madness

I've finally gotten my paper T5 progress test marks today! HELL ON EARTH!! I FAILED!! I've got only

This is really the first time in my life I get this kind of failure. OUCH!! This is so DAMN hurtful! The worst thing is, my idea were all near to the answer. What made me lost my marks is that my presentation of the answers are all OUT of the scheme! I'm so

I was told by Ms. Wong that I'm supposed to write my answers out in the key words that is supposed to be. What on EARTH is that? EEEE!!

Labels: Madness

Hey to all! 中秋节快乐! Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!I had a whole day class on Saturday. Crap! I'm so lazy to wake up that early in the morning to go to college. Aiks. We were given a small little classroom for number of students of two groups. What the hell? Our group ain't small ok? Look at this! This is so packed! We hardly could see any passage for us to cross. *I curi-ed this photo from Dini's blog.Luckily that class was Mr. Jana's class or else I'll be so damn bored with the lessons. He's a big joker, what to do? I love his class! One thing good for this Saturday class. At first Ms. Wong said she might be giving back our PT1 test papers on Saturday, luckily she didn't do that. She couldn't finish marking the papers as she was sick. Get well soon Ms. Wong! Anyway, I know I'll be getting it back very soon.


Ahahaha! Okie... That's about all for the day! :)

Labels: Craziness

《飞长留短父子兵》is the new TVB drama I'm watching after the 《施公奇案》. This show look quite okay. Lol. The show starring 郑嘉颖 and 陈松玲. Haha! 郑嘉颖 is so leng chai. Lol. See him more than watching the show though.

=D

Labels: Craziness

Today’s 《新不了情》’s story has reached to almost the climax. This part is so saddening! When 阿杰 plans to propose to 阿敏, 阿敏’s bone cancer suddenly seems like relapse. Why is it so unfair for a pair of perfect couple? Aiks… This part reall make me so damn emo larh. This show is really a good show, even my dad said it’s really a touching show though it doesn’t have big “drama” in the story line.All because of this episode today, I suddenly felt like listening to梁静茹’s songs. When I listen to her songs, especially her old famous songs, they really can make me feel so emo. The greatest impact songs in me is 《无条件为你》and 《如果有一天 》. Oh me…

《无条件为你》
愛你等於擁有　一片天空任何風吹草動　都有你存在其中
自然而然的輕鬆

一路到　夏天的尾聲無所謂　到過於激動
我們有笑容　我們曾心動不再是　無動於衷

無條件為你　不顧明天的安穩為你變堅強　相信你的眼神
不敢想　不敢問　有一天壞的可能

無條件為你　放棄單獨的旅程為你堅強　就不怕犧牲
我的靈魂　如此沸騰　為我愛的人

喜歡複雜還是　習慣單純我願盡力完成　你在我心中幾分
難以形容的責任

愛一個人　付出才會完整無條件　越愛就越深
永遠不分　啊

《如果有一天 》
現在也只能欣賞　唯一的合照一張
淡忘了的是那個街角　想念的是當時的微笑
生活中交錯失望　越想念就越孤單
若再被寂寞迎頭趕上　多感傷原來只是正常
你是不是也在品嚐　一個人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察覺到　多出時間看天色的變換

如果有一天　我們再見面　時間會不會倒退一點
也許我們都忽略　互相傷害之外的感覺
如果哪一天　我們都發現　好聚好散不過是種遮掩
如果我們沒發現　就給彼此多一點時間

生活中交錯失望　越想念就越孤單
若再被寂寞迎頭趕上　多感傷原來只是正常
你是不是也在品嚐　一個人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察覺到　多出時間看天色的變換

如果有一天　我們再見面　時間會不會倒退一點
也許我們都忽略　互相傷害之外的感覺
如果哪一天　我們都發現　好聚好散不過是種遮掩
如果我們沒發現　就給彼此多一點時間

生活中交錯失望　越想念就越孤單
若再被寂寞迎頭趕上　多感傷原來只是正常
你是不是也在品嚐　一個人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察覺到　多出時間看天色的變換

如果有一天　我們再見面　時間會不會倒退一點
也許我們都忽略　互相傷害之外的感覺
如果哪一天　我們都發現　好聚好散不過是種遮掩
如果我們沒發現　就給彼此多一點時間

如果有一天　我們再見面　時間會不會倒退一點
也許我們都忽略　互相傷害之外的感覺
如果哪一天　我們都發現　好聚好散不過是種遮掩
如果我們沒發現　就給彼此多一點時間

… …

Ms. Wong’s class today was fine. She made me salute her man. She didn’t bring her notes for the last part of the chapter as she thought she had finish teaching that part. However she could still explain and also tell us what to write down as extra notes for that particular term. How I wish, I wish I could have half of that ability to remember those terms in definition form. I really hope I have great memory now. Sometimes I really feel like I’ve lost my memory as I walk along the corridor to somewhere I’m not sure too…

She told us she gonna use her whole day tomorrow to mark our PT1’s test papers. OMG! This means she could give back our paper anytime soon. I hope I could know my result faster but I somehow also feel like escaping from the reality…

I’m freckled minded.

@.@

Labels: Thoughts

I'm really feeling very frustrated now. ARG! I need to do my group's Malaysian Stuides assignment in the CLC at the college. I was "chased" out of the room TWICE because they are going to have a class there. How I wish I have a laptop with me!!

I always dream that one day when I wake up by the door-knocking noice by the courier man who deliver me a laptop from a mistery sender. Ohhh... How I wish... It can just be in my dream...

I'm DAMN angry larh... I can't finish the assignment to let my other members to do the presentation slides! EEE! I HATE them so much!

Labels: Madness

A photo of everybody... :] Lookes like we are taking a class photo though, i.e. take a formal one and then a candid photo. Lol. *retro retro. Woots!
More pics on my group... :P One more person... Shu Wen (The one in black)Six of US!! ALMIGHTY. LOL. Me, Kah Yin, Rhena, Kim Lee, Wen Huey and Hazel! :p

Labels: Class Reunion

It's the 09.09.08 today. There's one more year to be 09.09.09. Haha! Lol. The Chinese love this numbers too. *woots! It stands for 长长久久. Haha! Lol.

I've got all my PT's test papers except for Paper T5's. I was so reluctant to wake up this morning as I was so scared to go to college to get my T5 test papers. When I dragged myself into the classroom, I saw Ms. Wong was teaching. Phew! There was a short relief. I kept looking at her bag to see if she kept our papers in there but her bag looked flat. So fine. Till the end of the class, she didn't give us the papers means that there's not distribution of papers. Good. Real PHEW for today!

These are my test papers for T3 and T4...

I just praying hard that when T5's test paper is back, it won't hurt me badly larh... :P

Labels: Thoughts

5 Bunga Raya Class reunion!

It was on Saturday, 6th of September, our class peeps re-gathered. Yay! I got to meet my ex-classmates once again after so long! :) We had some food from everyone. My mom fried mee-siam for me. I told her there's only about 20 people and she actually fried the amount where more than 50-pax meal. Lol. I don't blame her. She has used to that amount la whenever she fried for many people. Haha! Thankx, mom! :P Also, I really gotta THANK Chian Hui ALOT for organizing this reunion. If not because of her, we weren't be there together.

During the reunion, we had sharing session. That's so crazy. Everyone actually either they are doing A-levels or any of the foundations. Aiks. They are mostly doing pre-U courses la. But me, doing something no one knows, and also Chian Hui is doing Mass Com. I'm the odd of the odd. Lol. Also, everyone is SO interested whether we are single and available. Lol. That was funny. Mostly said single BUT NOT available. Haha! But actually they mean they are attached, I guess? I know my girl friends are attached la. Lol. They are just think it's too early to say. Lol. Neh... Some others are not, I know.

These are just the photos from my camera. There are more! I'll load them up after I got them from the others. :P Yeeps!

My cute piggy biscuits!
Lol. Look at them! They are so cute! They are called the 猪仔饼. Haha! :P These 猪仔饼 are made by my parents' friend. I think it's so awesome! *Woots! Cute! Hehe!

Labels: Class Reunion, Craziness

It’s the first Friday class after our first PT of this term. Of course, my expectation for the day was getting back my paper T6 test papers. Okay, I’ve got it, but before this let me start off with the morning first.

The happiest thing to have had our first PT over is, now we don’t need to have so frequent lessons of T3. So now on Friday morning, we no longer have T3 class. Yay! I don’t need to see that “zha bo” so frequent. Haha! Also I can have more free time on Fridays instead of having a long day, tiring classes.

I was kinda lazy to go for class. Time seems like flying, maybe because I reached college quite late though. :) The first thing I asked Mr. Jana was whether our test papers were ready. He said “NO.” I was kinda disappointed at that moment I heard it. I suddenly became so emo realising that I’m no longer in school where I can actually get back my test papers right after the exam is over. I’m still so naïve. Sigh.

Then the class goes on like usual with some new topics taught. I’m so blur in the class. I hardly understand what did the lesson was about. *Blurred What’s all that IAS 10 and 37? OMG!

During the break, Mr. Jana gone missing without attending to my queries on the lesson. I thought he’ll be back very soon as he was just nearby. Who knows when he came back, those people who noticed him boo-ed at him. It’s because he was carrying our test papers! I was there WHAT THE HELL?! He lied to us again. Sigh. Well, my marks is…… *please refer to poh nee herself. I’m okay with my marks but I know if I didn’t get that stupid mistake wrong, I’ll be much better. :P

A-ha! I have got a good news today. Just only. One of my close friends, Kah Yin has found her boyfriend! That guy’s name is Andy and he’s studying the same college as her. Congrats Yin! *Dreaming…. I wonder when will mine come? Lol. Anyway, glad for her larh!

Yay! Tomorrow I’m gonna meet all my Bunga Raya-ian’s friend at Chian Hui’s house! I’m so excited!~~ Can’t wait man!

Those people who can be offended easily please don't read this.

In today's class, Ms. Wong said something about personal appearance and dressing stuffs. I really agree with her. She was saying that there are students who wear real heavy makeup to college and wear falsies which make themselves look so like a barbie doll. It's like, hey! What's the point? It's college only la, not clubs or you are attending some events or what so ever.

I do have such thinking since long long ago. I think these people are a bit "over", I would say. No offense okay? It's really alright if you wear light makeup to college to enhance your looks, that really fine, but to wear falsies are really erm.... I don't know what to say la.Since those people love falsies so much, why not wear this then? Don't these look more cool? I really don't understand. Sigh. People nowadays really... Thank god my class people are not like this. Or else I really "pengsan"! But there's one in my combined class. DAMN! Eeee...

Labels: Thoughts

Haha! Secky was my classmate for two years in school but now he has already shifted to Penang. Ahaha!

First his bestie, Hwa birthday, now is his turn. Whee! :P Secky, big boy ady! Haha! :D

All the best Secky in everything! :P

Labels: Craziness

Sigh. I suddenly feel very emo deep inside my heart. I want to know why myself too. It’s been very long I don’t have such feeling already. I guess I’ve something to write from my heart…

往着空巷望 深思的发呆
双眼闭紧 手紧握着一股力量
转身看烟火 却是一片空荒
眼神脆弱 只想快点离该地方

台风疯狂的吹
把一切抹光

我想把一切 全都抛弃在后头
来到欢乐园徘徊 就想找出一道出路
我不想这样 不幸的想暴了头
只好啃着头乖乖 乖乖的撑着过岁路 ……

This is really a short one. It’s been so long I haven’t write such things out…… It was my passion to write before but somehow time limits all…
=/

Labels: Thoughts

After 2 days of holiday, so called "holiday" lar... It's more like my weekend... Lol. Haha! :D

Went to 1U for the last day of Mega Sale. Whee! Had this Ice blended caramel coffee from Coffee Bean. Lol. I'm not suppose to take that much of coffee but who cares? Lol.
I shall stop taking coffee today... I drank lots ady last week during my exam... Shhh... :)

Nothing much to update actually as today's class is quite boring and we didn't get back any of our test papers. Sigh. Good for not knowing that early actually. :P

Labels: Craziness, Thoughts