I think I shouldn’t use the word something but many things wrong in me. From head to toe, I’ve lots of problems.
My head, I mean my brain, has some virus I guess. Mmm… How should I phrase this out? Ok, during my routine life, I can forget things that I’ve just planned to do like when I planned to take the newspaper out after my drink of water and I can actually forget about it after that. Or, I may be asked to collect the clothes from outside, I would forget after I walked to the door and then I’ll go back to my room to continue doing my stuff. It’s getting serious day after day. The worst would be I’d forget what I’ve just said a moment ago. Would this be a sickness or what? It’s affecting my studies……
The next, my eye. I can’t read words in paragraph and pages like those in the text book for more than an hour. The words will start to appear as double vision after the time. I can’t continue studying after that. So, one day one hour of study, do you think is enough? It’s fine if I’m doing questions as questions are scattered and are not arranged in paragraph form. Think about it, do I have many questions to do? I want to do more questions to get myself improve more but there aren’t many questions for me to practice! And, I’ve to read the text, and so, my eye doesn’t allow me to read so much! Haih.
My nose, I’ve blocked nose for the whole year round since long, long ago when I was young. It causes me lack of oxygen everyday, as I can’t breathe so much of air in one breath. It can’t be treated anymore. I don’t know why. Whenever I take a medication for my nose, there goes my skin man! So, no medication for my nose please! Yea, about my skin, I’ve allergic skin since I’m borned. Some doctor said it is because of my skin problem, which has affected my nose. My condition is not a sinus problem. I don’t have any symptoms of having a sinus. It is just some crappy problem of my nose left undiagnosed.
I need a course of massage to release my tension in my legs. My dad has just discovered that my legs have something called the “batu-batu” by the Indonesians when I asked him to apply some medicated oil on my legs after a cramp. The main reason for this kind of “batu-batu” to form is most probably be the muscle’s tension. I guessed my studies tensions have all accumulated in my legs muscle. Now, I’ve to get a course of massage everyday by my dad to get the “batu-batu” removed. It’s bad to have this kind of thing in the muscle. Somehow, you’ll get the kind of old people’s leg pain problem earlier. Eee…… I want the “batu-batu” to be removed quickly. But, I can’t stand the pain when the “batu-batu” is being pushed. Ouch! It’s really painful……
There’s one more problem in myself! In the life today, everybody is complaining that 24 hours a day is not enough for our routine to go on. Hence, there are actually many people sacrificing their sleeping time to get more hours for life. I think the same too! I think even if I’ve 26 hours a day also wouldn’t be enough for me to finish studying. But, my problem is I have a very punctual internal alarm clock. When the clock reaching 9.30pm, my eyes will start to feel tired. Then, when it is 10pm, my eyes can be said as half-closed. In order to stay up later, I forced my eyes to open for longer hours. The worst is, I can’t see thing any clearer when it’s 11pm. This indicates that I really need to sleep. See! I everyday need at least 7 hours of sleep for me to wake up willingly. There left 17 hours for life. Is it enough? Of course not!! Arg……
How’s my life gonna be later in my second sem of college? I can’t let all these problem conquering my life! =/
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Bibi
Me, Uzma, Eng Hooi, Dini, Mei Kwan and Keh Bin.
