Err… I really don’t know how to start this post. I know I have a lot of things to say but I don’t know I should start from what. Haiz. Life gonna be confusing. Arg… my phone credit stuck, keeping it inactivated for a week I guess, receiving a whole new message from a friend known since form 1, however, I didn’t know what to say about it. She’s always been my good friend, who is always believe in my capability to achieve something that I deserved, who is always there to give me the confidence to go on to achieve my dream. I haven’t replied her message, as I don’t know what to reply. I’m sorry, but I hope she’s here to read me. Taking up mass com. definitely is not really what I certain of but there’s of coarse some reason behind for me to choose this field. The fields that I’m interested in are many. Yes. I love science and mathematics. I couldn’t believe that I am actually giving them up in my future. Mass com. IS my last choice of the fields that I’m interested in. Giving up others from the first to the second last, choosing the last choice really took myself a long, tough time though. I think and think over for so many times, I know there will be many obstructions ahead if I don’t give up the others, seriously. Anyone is not me, anyone will never understand my situation. There’s nothing I can say about what do I deserve. Thank you for saying that I am bright.
Haih. December gonna be over. My entire missions haven’t done except for the concert I’d go. Getting a guitar, attending a yoga class, getting the driving license, asking for jobs at concerts and enrolling into a personal make-up course… all these had become empty missions… aiyo! Spending most of my time doing nothing at home. Haih. =/
Flipping through the newspapers, I knew those who had been selected for the first batch of the 5th national service have gone to their respective camps. I think those who had been chosen for national service are really really lucky. I’m praying so hard for it but I’m not chosen. How heartbroken am I? Most people are very unhappy with their luck being chosen. Some even escape from the training without any solid reasons. Why should these people think at such? Most people, especially parents [sorry but it’s true] take the negative news so seriously, thinking that their child will definitely experience such incidents if they go to national service. Oh please! Think positive! I know parents are always there to worry for their kids, there goes same to my mom. She’s so damn happy to know that I’m not chosen for national service. I don’t see my seniors who went and came back only with their corpse. Yes, I admit that accidents may happen. That’s why it’s called accidents. Nobody wants that to happen. Doesn’t mean if you don’t go for national service then there won’t be any accidents happening on you. Even a small little cut at home is also called accident. Uh-phoo! If the trainees who are complaining, I would say you people are over pampered! What’s wrong staying away from parents for national service? You will be still be pampered at your camps. The meals are provided readily on the table for every six meals, your clothes are being sent to laundry. Why worry? Isn’t it going overseas for further studies more tiring and tougher life? Oh-no! Think wisely peeps! When come to the weather, hot and damp weather is our country’s specialty. I don’t think every single 17-year-old teenager has problem of allergic to his or her own sweat right? Then, there’s no problem going under the sun for outdoor activities. [sorry, I’m just feeling very disappointed with the point of view.] Arg…
There’re just too many things in my mind. I can’t imagine what’s gonna be for the year 2008. What’s gonna come into my life? I wonder……
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Friday, December 28, 2007
Time past really-really fast. There goes the year 2007.
It’s been a fun and fulfill year of 2007. I had my SPM this year. I had my last year of school life this year. I enjoyed the most in the co-curriculum activities this year. And also, I slumbered the most this year too. Hehe.=p A year which I have experienced the ups and downs. I miss the time when I had a good start for the year 2007. A good start for the year 2007 at a New Year countdown in 1-Utama Shopping Centre.
A new year, there should be a new-year-resolution. Yup! I did have a whole new-year-resolution: Being a good school kid, sitting right in front of the teacher and listen to her teachings. Everyone was surprised to see a change in me being someone not sitting at the back of the labs, chatting all the time and not paying full attention. Hehe. This is called “the new me”. lol.
A year had past with the life in school, tuition center and home. It’s so interesting. Haha. Still naughty. I wonder what should be my new-year-resolution for the year 2008? A real new world for me, getting into another stage, which means I’m OLDER??!! Ahhhhhh! Haih! I shall really think about my new-year-resolution but I don’t think it will be a big change in me, as I don’t even know what to change. =[
A new year, there should be a new-year-resolution. Yup! I did have a whole new-year-resolution: Being a good school kid, sitting right in front of the teacher and listen to her teachings. Everyone was surprised to see a change in me being someone not sitting at the back of the labs, chatting all the time and not paying full attention. Hehe. This is called “the new me”. lol.
A year had past with the life in school, tuition center and home. It’s so interesting. Haha. Still naughty. I wonder what should be my new-year-resolution for the year 2008? A real new world for me, getting into another stage, which means I’m OLDER??!! Ahhhhhh! Haih! I shall really think about my new-year-resolution but I don’t think it will be a big change in me, as I don’t even know what to change. =[
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Great concert! 互 动 表 演，赞！
Star Live Concert organized by Big Event with relation of NTV7 was a blast on 22th of December, 2007 in Stadium Bukit Jalil, Car Park A. Sixteen local and international Chinese artistes rocked the concert venue.
I had gotten my tickets to the concert during a roadshow while I was still sitting for my SPM. I got only the Extreme Hot Zone A tickets where the zone was actually quite far from the stage. What I had thought was it’s a live concert! If I could join it live would be a real great experince for myself. I didn’t mind which zone am I in. But of coarse I did dream of being a member of the VIP zone for the concert.
I had invited Kah Yin, Keng Hwa, Chee Yong, Cheong Hoe and Farm to go along with me as I had EIGHT tickets. Haha. In the end, Chee Yong ffk me and Cheong Hoe did the same, leaving myself together with my sis, Kah Yin, Keng Hwa and Farm at the concert. Farm’s sis actually got VIP tickets but there wasn’t enough for all of us but Farm promised to come along with us. Hehe. Good friend! =p
What had surprised myself and everyone? Haha! I was so damn happy for that!! Guess what?! I got VIP zone tickets when I arrived at the concert venue. How?! Hehe. I asked from the NTV7 reps and also begged from the 988 crew. Finally I got 5 VIP tickets!!!! Haha. Shiok-nya! My dream come true! xD yay! Everyone could get closer to the stage and phoo! VIP you know?? Hehe…=p
The concert was almost well done, I would say but there was a little mistake done by the organizer which caused me a little of sadness. The organizer did not inform the LRT services to extend their service time! This caused me SO much of trouble! Eeeee! This made me missed the most important performance!!! Ahhhhh! David Tao’s and Stefanie Sun’s performance! I managed to watch only one song sang by David Tao at 10.55 p.m.. MY IDOL!! I had to catch my train!!! Ahhhhhhh! I was very very very much disappointed for missing the live performance by David and Stefanie. The sky had already helped me for not rainning and allowed me to watch the concert without much worries. But WHY???? :cry:
Fine! Hmph! Okay, don’t talk about that anymore. Erm… people might think that I am crazy as I go to the concert venue at 4.45 p.m.. It seemed to be a little too early but actually I reached there at around 6 p.m.. The LRT actually took us about an hour to reach there but it doesn’t matter as I already knew the duration of the journey. When I reached there together with my sis, Kah Yin and Keng Hwa, we saw so many people queuing up at their respective zones. There are also people who were wearing green and yellow shirts in groups. Wow! They were Nicholas 张 栋 梁 and Stefanie孙 燕 姿 fans. That’s so COOL! I really wonder is there David Tao’s fans’ club. Haha. =D
When we entered the VIP zone, we were given one pack of don’t know what was that but it was supposed to be blown up into two tubes of air bags. Hehe. Cute! I’d never seen such thing before. But one problem, they were so noisy! Hehe. Anyway, I love the concert very very much. Thankyou NTV7 for giving me the opportunity to see David Tao live although it was just a while, which was only one-song-time. Cool!
I had gotten my tickets to the concert during a roadshow while I was still sitting for my SPM. I got only the Extreme Hot Zone A tickets where the zone was actually quite far from the stage. What I had thought was it’s a live concert! If I could join it live would be a real great experince for myself. I didn’t mind which zone am I in. But of coarse I did dream of being a member of the VIP zone for the concert.
I had invited Kah Yin, Keng Hwa, Chee Yong, Cheong Hoe and Farm to go along with me as I had EIGHT tickets. Haha. In the end, Chee Yong ffk me and Cheong Hoe did the same, leaving myself together with my sis, Kah Yin, Keng Hwa and Farm at the concert. Farm’s sis actually got VIP tickets but there wasn’t enough for all of us but Farm promised to come along with us. Hehe. Good friend! =p
What had surprised myself and everyone? Haha! I was so damn happy for that!! Guess what?! I got VIP zone tickets when I arrived at the concert venue. How?! Hehe. I asked from the NTV7 reps and also begged from the 988 crew. Finally I got 5 VIP tickets!!!! Haha. Shiok-nya! My dream come true! xD yay! Everyone could get closer to the stage and phoo! VIP you know?? Hehe…=p
The concert was almost well done, I would say but there was a little mistake done by the organizer which caused me a little of sadness. The organizer did not inform the LRT services to extend their service time! This caused me SO much of trouble! Eeeee! This made me missed the most important performance!!! Ahhhhh! David Tao’s and Stefanie Sun’s performance! I managed to watch only one song sang by David Tao at 10.55 p.m.. MY IDOL!! I had to catch my train!!! Ahhhhhhh! I was very very very much disappointed for missing the live performance by David and Stefanie. The sky had already helped me for not rainning and allowed me to watch the concert without much worries. But WHY???? :cry:
Fine! Hmph! Okay, don’t talk about that anymore. Erm… people might think that I am crazy as I go to the concert venue at 4.45 p.m.. It seemed to be a little too early but actually I reached there at around 6 p.m.. The LRT actually took us about an hour to reach there but it doesn’t matter as I already knew the duration of the journey. When I reached there together with my sis, Kah Yin and Keng Hwa, we saw so many people queuing up at their respective zones. There are also people who were wearing green and yellow shirts in groups. Wow! They were Nicholas 张 栋 梁 and Stefanie孙 燕 姿 fans. That’s so COOL! I really wonder is there David Tao’s fans’ club. Haha. =D
When we entered the VIP zone, we were given one pack of don’t know what was that but it was supposed to be blown up into two tubes of air bags. Hehe. Cute! I’d never seen such thing before. But one problem, they were so noisy! Hehe. Anyway, I love the concert very very much. Thankyou NTV7 for giving me the opportunity to see David Tao live although it was just a while, which was only one-song-time. Cool!
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Yippee! Bosco is in Malaysia!! lol..
Since I watched the show "Wars-in-Law", I love Bosco so much! i never thought he is actually quite cute. hehe.. He is now getting more and more popular. Wish him good luck! Welcome to Malaysia again, Bosco!
Starlive concert
Starlive concert is very soon! Haha. I can’t wait to see David Tao, my IDOL to perform live in Bukit Jalil during the concert!! Hahaha..=D *hyper! I love him sooooooooo muuuucccccchhhhh! His songs are the best songs in town, seriously! I am praying hard so that our wonderful sky will not rain from now on. Please let my mom to have some confidence that there will be no rain on this coming Saturday! Please let me watch David Tao for this time live!! I had already missed all of his concerts in Malaysia and roadshows. I don’t want to miss him again!! Please! My beloved sky and clouds! Please stop raining. You do not only help me, the one and only one person, but also helping thousands of people who are suffering from floods around their neighbourhood. Thank you!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Education
Oh yes! I have finally visited one education fair recently. Uh-huh… I don’t really know what to say about this but I guess I am kind of sure where am I heading to. There are two choices – KDU or IACT. I will study Mass Communication. Yes! It is a course which really set maths and science aside. I was a little sad about this as maths and science are my favourite subjects and I can even use those principles I’d learned in science in my daily life now. I miss maths and science. Oh… what can I say about this? Aiks. I like working in TV stations or Radio stations as this helps me to meet different kind of people, including ARTISTES like singer and actor/actress. This is my main aim. Hehe.=p I sound very innocent right? Yes, I know about it but what to do? This is also everybody’s dream. Hehe.. I guess so??
Undang-undang theary test
Woo-hoo! I passed my first session of my driving test that is the undang-undang theory. I was so damn frightened when I was doing the test. I didn’t understand the whole theory well and I was kind of confused by two books with different info, also some changes made by the theory instructor. But I PASSED!!!! 45/50. not to say very good but still a word for me – LULUS. Hehe. Very good. Very good. =p now, I got to wait for few weeks for my driving license to start learning driving. Yippee! I can’t wait for it! Haha…=D
Prom Night
A glam and grand event held in Millinium Hotel on the 15th of December of the year 2007 was the SMK Taman SEA Form Fiver’s Prom Night. Jessica and friends organized this prom night. It was said to be a grand gathering for the form fivers before they end their school life. What a great event I’ve missed. It was my decision but I still felt a little…haih… Although I wasn’t there to enjoy the prom with the others, I think and I hope I’ve made the right decision. I didn’t want to let myself to have the feeling of the really really last day of school life. I don’t know whether what I’m thinking is right but I guess it is just to make myself happier even I’ve missed the prom. It’s not a big deal anyway. =p After all, I guess my friends enjoyed the prom. I am just wishing to see the photos took. Post them up on Friendster or anywhere! Tell me where to view them, HUMAN! Lol.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
A farewell for Secky
I would take it as a farewell for you, Secky. You are going to Penang very soon. A day at One Utama on the 10th of December 2007, together with Ying Cheng, Victoria, Keng Hwa and I, I hope and I wish it would stay in your memory forever. I’m so sorry that we couldn’t get you a chance into the cinema for a movie but I am sure you will get a chance to go to cinema before you leave KL. Don’t worry, Secky! J I was surprised when I see you played bowling. Al though you played without any skills and your throws were funny, but you could strike! That’s powerful! Haha!
Anyway, Secky, you better don’t forget all of us, the Bunga Rayians, PBC’s BOD when you meet new friends in Penang ya? Take care ya! =)
Anyway, Secky, you better don’t forget all of us, the Bunga Rayians, PBC’s BOD when you meet new friends in Penang ya? Take care ya! =)
What’s gonna be the life?
It’s consider been a while after SPM. When I go online, I met my old friends like those from my primary school; they will ask where am I going for college. Or else, friends may also ask about it during our conversation via sms. Arg!! L Besides, there’re also people asking what will I be doing after this. OMG! I felt a little frustrated though; especially when there is more and more people asking this question at this Christmas party I attended recently.
Everyone in this world knows that without a certificate will not bring anyone far. I know too. I’m now puzzled. What do I really want to be next time? I remember when I was young; I was supposed to write my ambition in this 001 card every year in school. That was the time when I was so innocent and wrote my ambition as singer, accountant, doctor, etc… the one I really interested is becoming a singer. Yes, I know this is really a dream. A real daydream for myself. What is the real world turning into? It is not easy to go into performances/entertainment industry.
When comes to becoming an accountant, I even more dare not think about it. I see how my sister suffers from her studies to become an accountant. I like her job even though it is a very tough job, but I find her job is interesting. What I don’t like is the part when she studies and made me a little phobia over it.
Dreaming to become a doctor has been out of my mind ever since I knew it will take me more than half decade to finish till specialist level and also cost anyone more than half a million to pay for the fees. I will rather keep the money for better use then. What for spends so much to become a doctor where it will take years to earn back what I’ve spent on the studies. So, being a doctor is out of my mind.
I thought of being a pharmacist ever since I worked in the Guardian Pharmacy two years back. I’d gotten many comments that I actually have the look of a pharmacist. Oh-huh… yeah right. =) I think I really like the job, even I now still thinking about it, but there are many people around de-motivating me not to take up pharmacy as it is a really tough and difficult course to take up. Haiz. I am so-called have no choice and I have to stop thinking of being a pharmacist.
Forget about being a highly qualified professional then. Think about being a professional makeup artist. I don’t mind being a makeup artist as it can also bring about big income. My problem is that I don’t know whether I have the talent in makeup. I strongly believe that makeup is just like drawing. One needs the talent to be excellent in this field. Am I? I have not been exposed to any makeup since young. My mom doesn’t makeup often and at most she only makeup when there’s special occasion. I don’t insist to makeup at the young age like many other friends of mine as I think it’s kind of damaging to my skin when I apply makeup on my skin. I may even look older than my age if I makeup often too. Therefore, I don’t know whether I can makeup for myself and do I have the talent?
What should be my right choice? I’m thinking of being someone in the media/entertainment industry. Being someone who organizes some events for the publics seem to be quite cool but I am worry about my ability to do so. I’ve never tried organizing something in the school for any of the events. How would I know whether I’m good at this?
Haiz… I really feel like trying out working in the TV station to see whether am I suitable in this industry, but I am just a SPM school leaver, will they recruit me? =.= all these problems really troubles me. I can’t don’t think about it but it is tiring to think about it.
Haih…
Everyone in this world knows that without a certificate will not bring anyone far. I know too. I’m now puzzled. What do I really want to be next time? I remember when I was young; I was supposed to write my ambition in this 001 card every year in school. That was the time when I was so innocent and wrote my ambition as singer, accountant, doctor, etc… the one I really interested is becoming a singer. Yes, I know this is really a dream. A real daydream for myself. What is the real world turning into? It is not easy to go into performances/entertainment industry.
When comes to becoming an accountant, I even more dare not think about it. I see how my sister suffers from her studies to become an accountant. I like her job even though it is a very tough job, but I find her job is interesting. What I don’t like is the part when she studies and made me a little phobia over it.
Dreaming to become a doctor has been out of my mind ever since I knew it will take me more than half decade to finish till specialist level and also cost anyone more than half a million to pay for the fees. I will rather keep the money for better use then. What for spends so much to become a doctor where it will take years to earn back what I’ve spent on the studies. So, being a doctor is out of my mind.
I thought of being a pharmacist ever since I worked in the Guardian Pharmacy two years back. I’d gotten many comments that I actually have the look of a pharmacist. Oh-huh… yeah right. =) I think I really like the job, even I now still thinking about it, but there are many people around de-motivating me not to take up pharmacy as it is a really tough and difficult course to take up. Haiz. I am so-called have no choice and I have to stop thinking of being a pharmacist.
Forget about being a highly qualified professional then. Think about being a professional makeup artist. I don’t mind being a makeup artist as it can also bring about big income. My problem is that I don’t know whether I have the talent in makeup. I strongly believe that makeup is just like drawing. One needs the talent to be excellent in this field. Am I? I have not been exposed to any makeup since young. My mom doesn’t makeup often and at most she only makeup when there’s special occasion. I don’t insist to makeup at the young age like many other friends of mine as I think it’s kind of damaging to my skin when I apply makeup on my skin. I may even look older than my age if I makeup often too. Therefore, I don’t know whether I can makeup for myself and do I have the talent?
What should be my right choice? I’m thinking of being someone in the media/entertainment industry. Being someone who organizes some events for the publics seem to be quite cool but I am worry about my ability to do so. I’ve never tried organizing something in the school for any of the events. How would I know whether I’m good at this?
Haiz… I really feel like trying out working in the TV station to see whether am I suitable in this industry, but I am just a SPM school leaver, will they recruit me? =.= all these problems really troubles me. I can’t don’t think about it but it is tiring to think about it.
Haih…
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Hey! I’m back!
Once my feet stepped out the school after my last paper, Chinese paper II on the 4th of December 2007, it exactly shows that there’s a full stop to my school life. I knew and I realized, I’m no longer a school kid. My life is stepping into another stage. SPM is over too. It was a big gasp in my life but I think I will miss it next time.
Before SPM exam started, I was very worried for everything until I’d actually broken down. Fortunately, I was comforted. Thank you, brother! I didn’t study as much as I studied for any other exams for this SPM as I’d promised after my trials. I was like getting from bad to worst. Haiz.
During the SPM, many “drama” happened on myself. Stressed up like hell! I wasn’t prepared for exam and I knew what I’d done for the exam. I struggled so badly within myself especially for the exams the first week. I cried for not answering the questions correctly. I crapped through my history. That was my worst subject and I did the worst for this time. I was so sad, angry and disappointed at myself. I made the most effort for my history for this SPM, but it seemed like my effort had all been wasted. Of coarse, there are also some subjects that cheered me up; they were mathematics, additional mathematics, physics, chemistry, biology and accounts. I really hope they could help me the A’s for my results.
Now, exam is really over. Life to me seems to be a little miserable. I don’t have any plans for my future. I wish to study to get a highly qualified job, so that I will be able to pursue my dream to have a Golden Retriever as my pet. However, I don’t think I’ll be able to go so far in my studies. There’s a very big weakness in myself that is never shown during my school life. This weakness will definitely cause me a lot of problem when I go to colleges. I understand the problem well as my sister had already faced it. I’m afraid. Seriously. Haih.
What I know now is, I must get my driving license as fast as possible, get a guitar to learn for the seek of fun, enjoy the free concert and go for a new year countdown. =p Later, look for a good job. Hehe. I wish to earn at least RM2500 before I start anything like coarse or stuff like that. Lol.
Life after SPM may seem to be good for those who haven’t experience it. However, it is not a good thing to experience. Trust me. Being a school kid is always the best! I miss school. Really! Although I’d missed a lot of interesting events in the school, but I think what I’d joined in the last two years of school is sweet enough in my memory. Girl Guides and PBC, I love you! I’d learned a lot. Thanks!
Before SPM exam started, I was very worried for everything until I’d actually broken down. Fortunately, I was comforted. Thank you, brother! I didn’t study as much as I studied for any other exams for this SPM as I’d promised after my trials. I was like getting from bad to worst. Haiz.
During the SPM, many “drama” happened on myself. Stressed up like hell! I wasn’t prepared for exam and I knew what I’d done for the exam. I struggled so badly within myself especially for the exams the first week. I cried for not answering the questions correctly. I crapped through my history. That was my worst subject and I did the worst for this time. I was so sad, angry and disappointed at myself. I made the most effort for my history for this SPM, but it seemed like my effort had all been wasted. Of coarse, there are also some subjects that cheered me up; they were mathematics, additional mathematics, physics, chemistry, biology and accounts. I really hope they could help me the A’s for my results.
Now, exam is really over. Life to me seems to be a little miserable. I don’t have any plans for my future. I wish to study to get a highly qualified job, so that I will be able to pursue my dream to have a Golden Retriever as my pet. However, I don’t think I’ll be able to go so far in my studies. There’s a very big weakness in myself that is never shown during my school life. This weakness will definitely cause me a lot of problem when I go to colleges. I understand the problem well as my sister had already faced it. I’m afraid. Seriously. Haih.
What I know now is, I must get my driving license as fast as possible, get a guitar to learn for the seek of fun, enjoy the free concert and go for a new year countdown. =p Later, look for a good job. Hehe. I wish to earn at least RM2500 before I start anything like coarse or stuff like that. Lol.
Life after SPM may seem to be good for those who haven’t experience it. However, it is not a good thing to experience. Trust me. Being a school kid is always the best! I miss school. Really! Although I’d missed a lot of interesting events in the school, but I think what I’d joined in the last two years of school is sweet enough in my memory. Girl Guides and PBC, I love you! I’d learned a lot. Thanks!