Today, 19th of November, 2009, I marked this date as the end of my semester.

The end of the semester which means that my final examination is really approaching. Asking deeply myself, am I ready? My answer would be a big N-O-NO! I really don't how would I do in the final exam.

I'm really tensed up.

I really don't know what to do...

Honestly, at the end of today's class, I feel like I'm even more lost. I'm sorry Ms. Rozi. But I promised myself, as everyone do, promised Ms. Rozi, after today's class, I'll work hard to make ourselves perfect. I really hope I am capable in working it out.

I do not want to disappoint anyone who has given hope on me... Really...

Well, that's about all for today... And this is my F6 Taxation lecturer, Ms. Rozi. I love you! I'm glad to have her as my lecturer. It's really my pleasure.

Love,
-poh nee-

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常听说你爱着我
身边声音说了太多
全世界同样开心祝贺
只得我心里感到难过
毫无疑问
待我好 太厚待我
为何没法证实过
你的关心为何
从那次你冷落我
想再回头但没帮助
原来情浓在高温之後
终於会转冷不会重播
无能为力 没信心 太怕犯错
前行後退也是错
我确实想得太多
其实我太想找到一个结果
然後去结束这种暧昧痛楚
流言未道破 可是谁感觉错
明明望着我 有没有珍惜我
好想你勇敢亲口讲到清楚
逃避较讲清讲楚辛苦得多
情愿难道在我 迷惘中轻轻错过
全是为你 但你是否相信我
若是我伤心也很傻 亦过火
凭什么将我冷待与折磨
如明日你又全力讨好下个
都要做你最美丽朋友
又挂上笑面来唱歌

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I suddenly had the urge to go for a session of K and then I went to The Curve with my sister for it. Great!!! All my original plans just changed coincidently with anohter reason...Our food... Slurp!!
Great relief after singing... :D

Can continue studying already!! YAY!!!

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It's the last day of F5 Performance Management revision class today... And... It's alsot the last day to have Mr. Akbar as my lecturer. He's been my lecturer since my CAT Paper T4, Paper T7 and now ACCA F5. He's the only lecturer who brought us through three semester.

Thank you Mr. Akbar for your guidance throughout the papers. I really appreciate it.

These are the photos taken today after class together with Mr. Akbar...
These are the memories we should cherish...

Thank you!!

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他的情况留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐


如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

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午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
玩风琴就是爱瞎闹 堆积着无暇
我跟着站在壁沙岸 让你放不下

这风景如画 (让晚风恍惚幻化)
院子里画沙 (摇晃着画着情花)
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

挑上脸 挑上花 有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙
傻傻的 还想着你滴滴答答
擦美丽的指甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这么优雅

爱过你的风沙 你的风沙 我一样值得你爱
管他风怎么刮 管雨又怎么下
回头过去原来 (别说傻)
回头不说一次 (值得吧)
我爱上这泪光 问你会不会爱我

这种景如画 (让晚风恍惚幻化)
院子里画沙 (摇晃着画着情花)
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部(不?)会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀 (因为我爱你呀)

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I am so so so so EXCITED to know about this!!!Although the artistes lineup is very very much attractive to me, having 石欣卉there is really good enough... Haha!! :D

I'm looking forward to the concert!!! Yay!!!

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It's already in the month of November and it's about a month time to our finals to ACCA examinations. Well, everyone is busy with their revision classes and even their own revisions. So do I, why not? But I do enjoy my day...

Here's some photos... This is Joyce, Shane and myself!! Aww... Fattiness revealed...
We went to Lunchbox for lunch today... And this is mine...And here am I!!This is Joyce's Indomie...Haha!! Look at this cute Shane, we borrowed an umbrella from Joyce's friend as it was raining out there and we are about to return it... Shane was playing with it... She said this looks like TV ariel, doesn't it? LOL...
Well, exams approaching and I am feeling so stressed out but it seems like I am playing even more than usual. Facebooking is like my usual lunch and dinner. OMG!!! This is crucial man!! But I promised myself, I must do well, and I'll work hard for everything... Gotcha!!

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没有爱情遗言 没有一句再见
偶像剧里的情节 竟然会真实上演
你搂着她的肩 对我视而不见
这个残忍的画面 让我痛到极点
突然不想再看见 你敷衍的那张脸
不想听你说的谎言
我狠狠哭了一整个冬天
把你留在昨天做纪念
一个人反反覆覆
去想去沈淀 终於了解
爱狠狠哭完的那一天
我也该忘记你的脸
我就在一念之间 看见了春天
这世界仍然还是很美
我一个人静静听着音乐
偶尔想起你还是会掉眼泪
泪水全都是成长的体会

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又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

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The postman came by and sent a letter to my house. It was addressed to me. I looked at the envelope and it has a Sunway logo. I knew that was from college. I opened, and read...

"With reference to the conditional offer letter dated... we are pleased to inform you that your status has been revised to Offer without Condition..."

I was staring at the letter and stunt for awhile. Look! I'm already at the end of the semester and you are telling me that you are only revising my status to offer without condition at this time? It's like a little ridiculous though. Anyhow, I am already finishing the programme for this semester. Does it really matter?

@.@

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你总爱说事情太多 时间不够
而我也总是努力 找理由 让自己
来不及想 以后
以为 终究会 等到幸福的时候
等到花也开了 温暖了天空却 变灰暗了
来不及回头 回头太罗嗦 而你我很忙
忙著往前跑却忘了 把感动一路珍藏
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想痛哭一场 喔
所有快乐的难过的 麻木接收
而忙碌竟是我们 用现在 换未来
最习惯的 理由
也许看著花 绽放的一刻最美
等到花也开了 温暖了天空却 变灰暗了
来不及回头 回头太罗嗦 而你我很忙
忙著往前跑却忘了 把感动一路珍藏
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想痛哭一场 喔
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想 痛哭一场 喔
你总是爱说 时间不够

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I told myself, get away from those books and take a good rest for three days after MOCK.

There, the due date is up and I've gotten myself started today by touching my books and start reading them. Although the speed was slow but I'm satisfied with myself. I managed to do some recap on my own and get some questions done. Isn't that a good achievement for myself? I should be proud right? Yes, I know I should.

On the other hand, I also know that I could do better by speeding up myself on it. And I should. Out there human, support my work!!

Gambateh!! We all shall do it together!! =]

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MOCK has ended and I have no mood to do anything but to take a good rest.

I've not been touching my books since Friday. I was singing along with my songs playing over my laptop for the whole morning until my throat goes flat. And then, I went shopping at MidValley. It's just for a breathe of some different air. I did not spend a single cent for anything but just ate at Pizza Hut.

As for today, I've been online for the whole day since I woke up. I am downloading songs. Sigh...

I told myself that I would not touch the books for 3 days but I guess, the time is going to extend. But I know, if I really extend the time, I'll be dead. I am dead enough during MOCK. I wonder will I stay alive for the finals...

Sigh...

I'm bored... Somebody cheer me up, please!

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如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前

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