It's already in the month of November and it's about a month time to our finals to ACCA examinations. Well, everyone is busy with their revision classes and even their own revisions. So do I, why not? But I do enjoy my day...

Here's some photos... This is Joyce, Shane and myself!! Aww... Fattiness revealed...
We went to Lunchbox for lunch today... And this is mine...And here am I!!This is Joyce's Indomie...Haha!! Look at this cute Shane, we borrowed an umbrella from Joyce's friend as it was raining out there and we are about to return it... Shane was playing with it... She said this looks like TV ariel, doesn't it? LOL...
Well, exams approaching and I am feeling so stressed out but it seems like I am playing even more than usual. Facebooking is like my usual lunch and dinner. OMG!!! This is crucial man!! But I promised myself, I must do well, and I'll work hard for everything... Gotcha!!

Labels: Craziness, Thoughts

没有爱情遗言 没有一句再见
偶像剧里的情节 竟然会真实上演
你搂着她的肩 对我视而不见
这个残忍的画面 让我痛到极点
突然不想再看见 你敷衍的那张脸
不想听你说的谎言
我狠狠哭了一整个冬天
把你留在昨天做纪念
一个人反反覆覆
去想去沈淀 终於了解
爱狠狠哭完的那一天
我也该忘记你的脸
我就在一念之间 看见了春天
这世界仍然还是很美
我一个人静静听着音乐
偶尔想起你还是会掉眼泪
泪水全都是成长的体会

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又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

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The postman came by and sent a letter to my house. It was addressed to me. I looked at the envelope and it has a Sunway logo. I knew that was from college. I opened, and read...

"With reference to the conditional offer letter dated... we are pleased to inform you that your status has been revised to Offer without Condition..."

I was staring at the letter and stunt for awhile. Look! I'm already at the end of the semester and you are telling me that you are only revising my status to offer without condition at this time? It's like a little ridiculous though. Anyhow, I am already finishing the programme for this semester. Does it really matter?

@.@

Labels: Thoughts

你总爱说事情太多 时间不够
而我也总是努力 找理由 让自己
来不及想 以后
以为 终究会 等到幸福的时候
等到花也开了 温暖了天空却 变灰暗了
来不及回头 回头太罗嗦 而你我很忙
忙著往前跑却忘了 把感动一路珍藏
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想痛哭一场 喔
所有快乐的难过的 麻木接收
而忙碌竟是我们 用现在 换未来
最习惯的 理由
也许看著花 绽放的一刻最美
等到花也开了 温暖了天空却 变灰暗了
来不及回头 回头太罗嗦 而你我很忙
忙著往前跑却忘了 把感动一路珍藏
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想痛哭一场 喔
已来不及回头 回头已是空 是你我太忙
当逃亡变习惯 我只想 痛哭一场 喔
你总是爱说 时间不够

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I told myself, get away from those books and take a good rest for three days after MOCK.

There, the due date is up and I've gotten myself started today by touching my books and start reading them. Although the speed was slow but I'm satisfied with myself. I managed to do some recap on my own and get some questions done. Isn't that a good achievement for myself? I should be proud right? Yes, I know I should.

On the other hand, I also know that I could do better by speeding up myself on it. And I should. Out there human, support my work!!

Gambateh!! We all shall do it together!! =]

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MOCK has ended and I have no mood to do anything but to take a good rest.

I've not been touching my books since Friday. I was singing along with my songs playing over my laptop for the whole morning until my throat goes flat. And then, I went shopping at MidValley. It's just for a breathe of some different air. I did not spend a single cent for anything but just ate at Pizza Hut.

As for today, I've been online for the whole day since I woke up. I am downloading songs. Sigh...

I told myself that I would not touch the books for 3 days but I guess, the time is going to extend. But I know, if I really extend the time, I'll be dead. I am dead enough during MOCK. I wonder will I stay alive for the finals...

Sigh...

I'm bored... Somebody cheer me up, please!

Labels: Thoughts

如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前
你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界就在我眼前

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翻過了山 然後越過海洋
穿越了西邊和東方
我們好像一樣 又許多不一樣 No~

不管是John 暫且無論周莊
小王子敦煌闖一闖
他們好像一樣 又好像不一樣 No~

如果 我們能更了解對方
就該 能夠把愛大方的傳

You say yes I say no
天下的歌四面歡唱
讓我擁抱你的愛 跟我一起唱
You say yes I say no
你我和他息息相關
請相信我的夢 東方到西方

不管是John 暫且無論周莊
小王子敦煌闖一闖
他們好像一樣 又好像不一樣 No~

如果 我們能更了解對方
就該 能夠把愛大方的傳

You say yes I say no
天下的歌四面歡唱
讓我擁抱你的愛 跟我一起唱
You say yes I say no
你我和他息息相關
請相信我的夢 東方到西方

You say yes and I say no
You say yes and I say no
Wanna hear you say

You say yes I say no
天下的歌四面歡唱
讓我擁抱你的愛 跟我一起唱 Yeah~
You say yes I say no
你我和他息息相關
請相信我的夢 東方到西方

You say yes I say no
You say yes I say no Oh~
You say yes I say no Wu~

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我想要　和你聊　我的煩亂
你手上　遙控器　轉個沒完
該怪我自尊　太氾濫
或你的太自我　讓談心　變困難

你以前　很愛 我的陪伴
但現在　卻更愛　你的方向盤
還記得我們　曾浪漫　兩個人開車環島
每天幸福用不完

＊我們多久沒牽手　不小心就像朋友
　一起躺著　也各自有夢
　不爭吵　不溫柔　不分手　卻不快樂
　我們多久沒牽手 兩個心都變得被動
　放棄努力　再做什麼
　就怕會更難過 只好裝作我比你冷漠＊

你給的　解釋　總是太晚
我已經　疼痛得　無法釋然
聽多了謊言　會讓人　永遠不安
所以別指責　我敏感
我放假　你加班　寂寞的夜晚
和手機　談戀愛　苦澀的習慣
在別人眼中　我們被　羨幕甜蜜美滿
才諷刺讓心最酸

REPEAT＊

把愛情弄得像折磨
是歲月還是我們犯的錯
會不會　擁抱著回憶念舊
被遺忘的感動又慢慢復活
我好想要重頭

我們多久沒牽手 兩顆心都變得被動
放棄努力　再做什麼
就怕會更難過　只好裝作我比你冷漠

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我不夠認份
所以怕再為誰作出犧牲
愛要有天份
所以我始終學不會放任
我不夠天真
不允許我傻傻的等
對自己殘忍
多殘忍 我要有分寸

我太過認真
所以才相信所謂的永恆
愛讓人恍神
所以止不住不小心沉淪
我太負責任
不允許有太多悔恨
對自己坦誠
多坦誠 我自有分寸

我只是無辜的人
很需要歎氣聲
有一些文字的吻
只留給傷過的人
明知道有些問題
沒有答案還是要問
原諒我 因為我就是 這樣的女生

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“不听老人言，吃亏在眼前”

I have fallen sick.

Yes, I am sick for the first time in this year. I thought I’ll be sick after the June sitting examination but my immune system is strong enough to defend myself.

But…

I still have fallen sick after such a long time later. I’m being too stubborn. I’m being too greedy. I’m being too playful. I’m being too disobedient.

It is exam season now and mum has actually warned me not to take food which will harm myself, like some heaty food. I went to see a Chinese doctor before and the doctor actually said that my body internally is very heaty and so I can’t consume food which is heaty.

Days before, which is on Wednesday, my class was held at the lecture theatre next to the School of Hospitality and Tourism Management’s kitchen. I smelled good food cooked and I knew that the smell was mutton. Mutton is my favourite food and it’s been so long I have not eaten mutton and I really wanted to have it. I did mention about eating lamb chop to my mum and mum exactly warned me not to eat it. But the next day, I saw a notice on the notice board saying that The Deli is serving on that day. And, there, I saw the menu stated Lamb Chop. Without hesitating, I went to Deli with my friends and I ordered it for lunch.

The next day after having lamb chop for lunch, I’m feeling not very well and there I got sore throat. This is what happened after eating heaty food. I could feel the heat coming out from the deep internal of my body. ARGH!!

Today… I’m not feeling any better but just worse. No matter what I eat, what I drink, I could only feel bitterness in the food. How torturing is this?!

MOCK exam is just around the corner and I have not prepared for anything yet. I’m gonna be dead in the exam hall. I can’t study at all and how could I go for the exam? HELP!!

Zzzz…

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《我恨我爱你》
面帶微笑離開你懷裡　我聽天由命
最後一張王牌在手裡　二選一的機率
不能放縱愛你　就放過自己

愛情已經過了甜蜜期　多說也是無益
愛不愛我已經沒關係　一點小傷而已
你可以很放心　我不會為了留你假裝可憐兮兮

都怪我太不爭氣　我恨我愛你
Oh~ 我愛你　只是因為你是你
Oh~ 我恨你

你有我看也看不清的小聰明
你有我說也說不完的壞脾氣
你有我數也數不盡你　的新戀情

沒關係
我有你拿也拿不走的舊回憶
我可以一個人安靜的忘記你
我恨你最後那一句　我愛你

《我知道你很難過》
愛一個人　需要緣份　你何苦讓自己　越陷越深
別傻得用你的天真　去碰觸不安的靈魂　每一天只能癡
癡的等

愛一個人　別太認真　你受傷的眼神　令人心疼
沒有一個人　非要另一個人　才能過一生
你又何苦逼自己　面對傷痕

我知道你很難過　感情的付出　不是真心就會有結果
別問怎麼做　愛才能長久　這道理有一天你會懂
我知道你很難過　昨天是戀人　今天說分手就分手
別問你的痛　要怎麼解脫　多情的人註定　傷的比較久

愛一個人　別太認真　你受傷的眼神　令人心疼
沒有一個人　非要另一個人　才能過一生
你又何苦逼自己　面對傷痕

我知道你很難過　感情的付出　不是真心就會有結果
別問怎麼做　愛才能長久　這道理有一天你會懂
我知道你很難過　昨天是戀人　今天說分手就分手
別問你的痛　要怎麼解脫　多情的人註定　傷的比較久

愛若變成了刺　思念也成了癡　也許心碎是愛情最美的
樣子　我知道你很難過　感情的付出　不是真心就會有
結果　別問怎麼做　愛才能長久　這道理有一天你會懂
我知道你很難過　昨天是戀人　今天說分手就分手
別問你的痛　要怎麼解脫　多情的人註定　傷的比較久

《偏见》
我手心的温度渐渐在离开
你口中的谎言慢慢能明白
早知求也求不回来
即使最后只剩残骸
心不会更改没有祝福我明白
看凋零的玫瑰在静静发呆
朋友对我责怪要我放得开
固执对我是种虐待
越爱得深越难抛开
爱是种偏见如果可以再重来
我明白爱情已经超载
爱的完全坏了姿态
你冷眼看待就像是种伤害
我好像站在无人山崖
全世界都抛在外
明知你不再回来
我早已明白

After listening to this album, although all the songs were sang by other famous singers, they are really good songs to be listen. I listened, listened and listened, repeatedly last night, my tears rolled down caused by these songs... They are really very touching... Go and scout for these songs if you really want to listen to them.

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Time flies so quickly and without anyone’s notice, the semester has come to almost an end this week. We will be having our last week of class this week and there comes the MOCK Exam next week.

Whenever I look at the calendar on my desktop, I could feel a cold running through my nerves. How can the days turn over and over by just an invisible flip? It’s so scary. My mum was asking about my timetable and I told her, “Hello?! It’s the last week of class already! You still don’t remember my timetable?” and her reaction was like, “What? I thought your result has just come out and now you are telling me your semester is ending this week?” Look! I’m not the only one feeling it! For a housewife like my mum, who has 24-7 free time shouldn’t be feeling that the time is speeding, instead, she has the same feeling as I do! Just imagine, how scary the time passes?

Oh yes, maybe you will think that less than 4 months of the semester has just pass, BUT, bear in mind, week by week, very quickly, I’ll be sitting for the final exam which will commence on the 7th of December 2009. Ohh Emm Gee… I just can’t imagine it…

I shall stop thinking of how fast the time passes? Or I shall think of how to slow the time down? OUCH!!

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These days, our class is undergoing some self reflection processes after our progress test 2... It seems like many have drstic drop in PT2 results. Ms. Rozi made those who failed wrote a report to her on why they failed.

Although I've passed in my PT2, but I think I need to do what Ms. Rozi asked those who failed did.

Hmmm... Let me think, what have actually gone wrong...

1. During the period from the end of PT1 till PT2, there's only 3 weeks time.

Week 1: Being slack as it was after an exam. It's time to relax. =]

Week 2: It's the week starting on the 17th of August, the day results were out. It's an excited week!

Week 3: It's time to start studying... BUT... There's so much to study! How to finish studying?

2. Actually I really can't find any other reason besides being slack and not being consistent in my studies.

3. Ahah! I know what! This has been my problem since school days. I have "Gold Fish" memory... LOL... I really don't know how to remember my rules and stuffs properly... Sigh.

4. Well, I can't think of any reasons. What I can conclude is, I'm being slack...

I need to be INSAF. But saya belum INSAF... =[

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